Just some new pictures of me. c: I got a hair cut so some of them my hairs long and the other ones it's short, the short haired ones were all taken today. c: Got a new camera for Christmas so yeah.
Also if you want to actually see what I'm doing I update my tumblr way more than this.
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Come kiss the dead.

Grad photos didn't really happen. That day it decided it would be fantastic to storm and I also had to walk pupal to Tys house, by the time we got there we were legit dripping wet and I looked like a wet rat. I decided there was no way in hell I would ever take a picture looking like this, and so I skipped out. Don't worry I'll take retakes in April or whenever they are.
Even though I didn't get my photos done, I did help pupal with her hair she dyed it black and the tips red, and got straight bangs. It looks so good on her. :3 There was a lot of black left over and red so we mixed the 2 and I got my hair done! :D It's back to black and didn't cost me a dime! I was really happy, well still am.
Also I've been looking at wrist tattoos lately because I want to get one to cover my scars and remind me not to relapse again. I was thinking of that "Let it be.." one. (:
Other than that I've been listening to a lot of Wednesday 13 and Murderdolls.
 Hope you all have a great weekend!

Everchanging creatures.

As humans we always have a desire to change something whether it be appearance or personality wise.
Today I changed my appearance.
I now have redish black hair and glasses. :3 Here's a crappy picture.

Natural colors.

As I said yesterday I would make a post about my new color. It is very close to my natural. We bleached it and then put a dye ontop. It's professional dye and bleach so I don't know the brand sorry. :P

In real life it's more gingery and lighter than this. :P My room just has horrid lighting as I always say.

Love to love ya.

Exams are starting in a week, and guess what I'm not doing? Projects and studying. I'm bad at this whole procrastinating thing- in fact some of my projects (Like the one due tomorrow) Isn't getting done. xD Why? I forgot about it :P Next year's my last year of High School so I'll probably work my butt off more so than I've done this year. x__x I'm going to do well on my exams though, I do really well on tests even when I don't study. I have a high B average on my tests and I don't study so... I'll be alright I hope.
Also, last Friday I went to the eye doctor and I indeed need glasses. I was surprised how clear things looked during the test. I though I had alright eyesight but I sure was wrong. Maybe I used to have better eyesight before I got into reading and video editing and anime lol. I wanna get these designer frames by Chaos but they we're $300 CAD with the lenses included- not happening. o-o
This Friday I'm getting a little machine to test my insomnia and maybe see why I can't sleep much. Although I doubt hooking me up to a bunch of wires is going to make me fall asleep faster let alone" normally". It never ends. ;A;
Ontop of allll that I'm having GF probs. o-o I wont be in a relationship much longer. u__u

I really miss having pink hair or blue hair. When I get a job (haha) I'm so asking if I can dye it pink or aqua. T__T

Starts with one.

Schools coming to an end soon and so I've been busy- well not really. Truth is I downloaded a new MMORPG and yeah... end of story. I have been doing stuff though. On the weekend I went to Victoria with Tyler and we saw an adorable lesbian couple holding hands walking down the street- rare species. We also saw a monk and really attractive punk kids. I wish I had a camera to take pics. Dx
Also the weathers been really nice lately which makes me quite happy.
I found out that my first 2 wives, Neve and Bryanne, are indeed my soul mates. Last night we were all bawling our eyes out and PMSing due to various issues around the same time. We're connected by the threads of fate. :3
I also hung out with my new friend, and 5th wife, Sara today. - Before I tell you about that I will share a confusing concept for many to understand. I know 3 Saras, all spelt differently of course, but whenever I say "Oh Sara said..." people are always like "Which one?" My 3rd wife is named Sera, I call her Fay most of the time though, my 5th wife is Sara and my girlfriend is Sarah. Very confusing.
Anyway Sara and I went to the market and yeah she wont a shower timer. O__o

Jenny got me a Hatsune Miki wall scroll for my birthday :) I lurve it! I'll post a picture next time if I remember.

Well that's all I really have to say so... fair winds young travelers!~

I really wish my hair would stay up like that... PS: I'm dying my hair lighter for the summer so I don't have to re-dye it black every 2 weeks.

English Video galore

I'm thankful to my English teacher because he lets us do our passion for our final projects in each unit, and mine is video editing. Although I don't edit to the legit movies of the things we're studying because I feel as if that's too uncreative, I edit to animes.
For example, the one I had to make this time was for the play Othello and so I made an AMV to the anime School Days because I saw distinctive similarities in the two, I dunno if anyone else does but I do and that's all that matters. Here's the vid if anyone wants to see:


I suggest watching it on youtube though for high quality and not a tiny screen. o__o

Anyway I also got some new hair products, I haven't tried them though so I dunno if they're super snazzy yet but they look like it.

I like what I did to this pic, it's purple ♥ and looks old. :D

Short and punky.

After reading NANA I had been inspired to embrace the Punk culture, this was of no surprise to my friends and most of them encouraged the idea. I needed a haircut so I decided, why not go short? I said in a post earlier that I thought shoulder length was short but this time I went REALLY short, like boyish short.

I like it, even if I generally prefer longer hair I really like this cut. It allows me to have the creativity I like having, I can spike it, put it in a faux hawk [which is really hard to maintain considering I don't have proper product] make it look scene, or leave it flat and boring. I thought that because I cut it short I could sleep in but... I get so caught up in styling it and having it perfect it takes just as long or even longer. (I still sleep in 15 minutes anyway. :P)

I actually don't like this photo but it show cases the hair cut really nicely...

The day I took these photos I took an hour long bus ride to wall-mart just to buy paper cause it's like 3 dollars cheaper there. I'm cool like that.

Ohai Zombie-face.

Busyyyy weeekkkk!~ Ahead of me I have a ton of homework, a couple tests maybe, and I have to MC a show at my school for my club. Considering I don't even have a clue to what the names of the acts are, I'm gonna have to wing it big time. :P
As I had said in my last post I had decided upon dying my hair black- which I did yesterday with Neve and Tyler!~ (Pictures later)
We all decided to go into Victoria together, and Neve's entire family was like "I wanna ride the bus in B.C.!~" and so they tagged along for the bus ride into Victoria. Neve, Tyler, Raven (Neve's older sister) and I got off at Super Wal-mart and went underwear shopping for me- they're perfectly okay with it but I wanted out as fast as possible! I dislike underwear shopping, too personal even if it is with my closest friends. XD
Tyler calls the really big bras "War helmets" As soon as he saw them he gasped and ran over to them to find a suitable one he'd go into battle with- and he did. XD Gay guys are fun to go underwear shopping with lolll.
After we were done with that we went over to the bus stop, waited for like an hour, got impatient and were running low on time so we decided to go back home do dye our hair. I had bought my red dye and black dye (needed red for the base color so the black would stick) and bought Neve a color remover and red dye.
When we crossed the street guess what we saw down the road? The bus we had been waiting for for an hour! So we ran across the high way during a red light which is dangerous- but Neve stayed so we freaked out at her cause we all thought we were going to miss the bus, thankfully we didn't lol. While waiting for the bus I also developed a new crazy voice XD
While downtown we bought... shoes! I got myself some really crazy converse which were on sale for $20 CA when normally they're like $80 CA so it was quite a deal! They're black with yellow polka dots and random monster faces :3
We went to Neve's place for our hair dye party, Raven had to leave shortly after to catch a plane though o: Tyler dyed both our hair at the same time, and it worked out so we rinsed one after another, which was really good! It took like... 3 hours I'd say.
Tyler and I went to my house to cut it because we didn't wanna make Neve's house dirty lol, and we cut it SHORT!~ I keep going to stroke hair that isn't there- but it had to be done so it could be healthy again. T__T

We decided to keep a bit of red in to save dye and it looks cool lol

I edited this one to look like a zombie princess person XD

Today I went clothes shopping with Neve to spend all my other money, she owes me like 30 dollars now lolll x3

Anything you say.

As I've become obsessed with Evanescence and Amy Lee (She's my new role model/idol type person) I've become really torn with my hair. It has faded to orange because of my recent encounter with swimming, and I really do NOT like having Orange hair. Mother said I could dye my hair any color, I'd just have to stick with it for a long time.

In all my years of dying hair, I've always gone back to black. It was also the first color I ever put in my hair also and the majority of my styles had black in it, and so black and I have gone a long way with each other.

Someone said Amy Lee looked like a slut because she wore a wedding dress and combat boots... wtf I think it's beautiful .__.

First I just had it because everyone said I'd look ugly with it because of my pale skin and dark circles, and so I had to prove them wrong - which I did. Soon enough though I grew out of the whole angst stage and just had black in my hair because 1) I wanted to be different and 2) It grew on me.

Although with black I've always had it pigmented, purple black, red black, blue black, I've had it all. I have to say I liked blue black the most. It stayed the longest and looked the best to a lot of people.

Plus I asked people on Facebook if they were opposed to the idea of me dying my hair black again and a couple people said to do it blue black, and so yeah... I'm torn.

I'm torn because I love black and Amy Lee and I KNOW that I'll probably go back to black, but on the other hand I don't wanna throw away all the hard work I took to get it to this thing it's at now. Sigh...

Now I worship Amy Lee because 1) She's drop dead beautiful, 2) She makes a lot of her own clothing 3) Her voice... it's just hauntingly captivating 4) She has a GREAT personality (She's not dark at all even though her music is mostly)
What should I doooo?! Dx

Mild Scene Hair Tutorial

This isn't the best as I was in a hurry, but you get the jist. I only say mild because it's not super poofy as I'd like it to be because all I own is hair wax and hair spray, I plan to get some moose in the future. Plus the first song randomly cuts so there's silence for a minute <__< siiigghhh.

Something new

So apparently I'm going to be making a hair tutorial. I wasn't aware of this until my friend Tyler posted a video saying I was going to, so I guess I will. It'll be on how to do Scene hair ;) I honestly can say I love Scene hair a lot. It's the only hair style I've looked up tons of videos how to do. I also love the scene style even though I don't agree with stereotypes. x3

This is probably the style I'll do, but when I took that photo I still had a ton of product in my hair from when I got it done, and I'm washing it tonight finally so... in the video it'll probably be a lot more faded and not as good, but I'll still hope for the best. ;__;

Live it up!~

These last couple days have been amazing for me(: I mean hanging out with my 2 fav people? I'm one lucky girly (:
On Sunday I hung out with Tyler and we took a couple photos and a ton of videos (Which will be uploaded to my youtube at a later date :P)
We found stuff that we would have liked to furnish our future home with and came up with Happy Happy Sun Sun Studios!~
It will be a hair. makeup, nail, tattoo, and piercing place with clothing and random items from asia, my friends will work for me and we'll take 'business trips' to asia twice a year. :D Cannot wait for this.

 Me being a nerd and checking out games I can't buy.

 Cuteeenessss

I couldn't resist doing it... XD

 Nachos, they were okay, I've had better.

Guys... she has a dick...

Today after school, where I recived many compliments and stares on my hair and my hat, I went over to Neve's house so she can do some scene makeup on me. :D She tried to do my hair... she needs to be taught how to backcomb properly and not retardedly LOL. So I ended up doing my hair and her hair kinda, and she did the makeup. 

I wasn't aware a photo was being taken. x3

She took a photo of our eyes accidently LOL

I enjoy making silly faces

She's cute :3

We don't know how this turned out as evil as it did o-o;

This is her favorite face of mine ever xP It's quite hard to do LOL

Taking a vid which is on my FB :P

Tomorrow I'm staying home to look after the cat as people are invading my home to measure the windows and doors and we're not allowed to have a cat so therefore we have to throw him in the washroom so no one sees him- I just pray to god they don't have to open the door the measure it!