As stated in other posts I did go on a couple of field trips this week, first one to Level Ground Coffee, and the second was to the Law courts in Victoria. Both of them we're really fantastic. Today was actually the first day this week that I didn't have to dress up.
The coffee trip I only missed my Peer Helping class for, and we went inside the Level Ground factory and saw how they make their coffee, how they get the beans, how they're fair trade, how they market their products and how they changed their image. It was a much more rewarding experience than I had thought it would be. Learning the material in the class room is one thing but when you go out and see how it's applied makes it seem all that more effectful.
Yesterday I went to the Law courts and I had to dress in a skirt, I'm not a skirt kind of girl. We sat in on a murder trial, the witness they had was very elusive and wasn't a very credible man at all. He was obviously a drug dealer yet he just said he "vacuumed" for extra things like a pack of smokes or beer. Plus he contradicted everything he said. We then sat in on a civil trial which had something to do with trees, that's as far as I got. We got to hear what the sheriff does and all his adventures, Luke got put in handcuffs, it was pretty entertaining. We also had a mock trial, and my friends and I went on a grand journey to find the concession.
Now onto the more personal side of my week.
At the very beginning I had a chance to talk with Kyle of facebook, the guy I had liked and just got over him breaking my heart, and he told me he was in a relationship. At first I was happy for him but then he said that he had been with her for like a week. For those of you that don't know a week ago was around the time he had broken up with me. Technically he was cheating on me with her, he was flirting with me to push his love onto someone and his hornyness. I was used, again. I'm glad I never did anything intamate with him on webcam because that would have made me feel way more shitty. I'm hoping the next person I like is a chick, I'm tired of guys.
That was a terrific way to start my week, then on Tuesday, the day after that, I was already in a bit of a sour mood but the ball to my new lip ring (the one shown above) fell down the sink drain, I had taken it out to go look for work which didn't go well, I developed a headache that night and confronted pupal about her skipping last block when I told them not to and how her boyfriend was failing all his classes so I said I was mad at him to the point I didn't want to see nor speak to him for awhile. I hate it when people throw away their future and don't try for anything. Anyway I had figured I had ruined that friendship, my most important one.
I didn't see her the next day but I figured she was skipping, and I was right because when I returned from my Law class Bryanne had told me so. Pupal and I had plans, but I knew those weren't happening anymore. She had ditched me for her boyfriend again. Whenever she got home she messaged me on facebook telling me that she was sorry for ditching me again, she had a counselling appointment about her trial. She wanted me to be there for her, she could only have one person in the room while she was testifying and she wanted it to be me.
How could I stay mad and hurt when she could have anyone and she chose me? I couldn't. And so now we have plans for a sleep over tomorrow to watch Lord of the Rings while drinking hot chocolate and eating peanut butter toast. Perfect way to spend a night.
Although today I was still in a bad mood about being lonely and slightly heart broken. Kind of was hating myself today. I think it showed.
I'll feel better soon though. (:
