Kiss my gentle burning bruise.

It's been a hard week again, but don't worry as I have no intention of backing down quite yet.
Lately I've really been into the punk fashion again, it always interests me and inspires me to work on my own fashion.
I also think it's fairly obvious by this point that I'm more into girls again. Don't get me wrong, I still love me some hot body modded guy, but for some reason girls have been drawing me in more so.
It's also become slightly evident that I desire to live a more risky life style and want to take up smoking. That wont be possible for quite some time though so I'm trying to quell me desires for now.

Another thing is, that I screwed everything up with pupal again. Well, maybe, I'm unsure. I made it clear that I cannot continue to live a life where I never think about my own life, where I'm always chasing after her and her boyfriend to be mature. I've given that all up now to be my own woman again, and with that she's now ignoring me. Yet, at the same time, she wont let go of me.
I think it's wrong that I miss her? I mean, she was the only one after 3 years that would fight for me tooth and nail even if she never really showed it. I loved her, I fell in love with her. It wasn't a good move because falling in love with her meant being heart broken when she got her boyfriend. I always said she wasn't my type, but was that true? I'm not sure. I genuinely loved her as I loved Kierra. I made the same mistakes and tried to stop myself but in the process I only hurt her. That and she was starting to annoy me because of her immaturity.
Maybe this is for the better, I sure hope so.

Punky studz.

Toxic Vision's new line of punk biker jackets in neon colors and studs has indeed caught my eye. One of my favorite lines for sure.

Anglomania.

Fulfillment dress in red/white, Elephant Cub Tee in Black/White, and Magile Elephant Cub Top is Black/Cream. 

From Vivienne Westwood Angelomania Summer 2011 Collection.

Vivienne Westwood has to be my favorite designer out there, she's always coming up with new stuff. Now if only I had a high paying job to afford all this stuff...

Fiction Junction

Hello travelers of the world! -shot for being weird-
It's been awhile since I last wrote a legit blog post not about random emo crap, sorry about that. I'm in bit of a slump.
I guess in this post I'll update you about my life? It's not even interesting In the past few weeks I've been doing like... next to nothing, I know I'm not really that extravagant in the summer but my summers are a time for me to work out my inner conflicts.
I did hang out with Yuki though. I got new boots from him, which I need to repair but it's worth it, and we went to Vic and saw quite a few attractive people. That reminds me, guess what? I didn't run into any really creepy people for once! It's been the first time in a long time where I've gone to Victoria without anyone hitting on me and creeping me.
A day or two after that I went to the doctors with him and everyone in the waiting room was staring at us like they were scared of us. Probably the fact that we were wearing all black with combat boots in the summer... Yeah that would scare most people. Well, that's fashion for ya.
Today is Yuki's birthday o: I said it at Midnight but I'll say it here: HAPPY BIRTHDAY <3
I know you didn't expect to live this long and I think you thought you were going to be dead around 15/16 like I did, but now you're 18 a legal adult in most parts of the world and pretty much all of Canada except B.C.(here) Good luck with the remainder of your life.

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As for story updates I am still writing in my book when I'm out and about, right now I'm writing the first major battle scene of the story. I still don't have a name for the book either, but I think I'll worry about that on a later date.
As for Love Hotel I haven't written in that anymore, but I have been thinking about it. At work they called me their princess and I thought of how in Love Hotel Mika was called princess (ohime-sama) by the random guys. x3 I'm actually going to try planning the remainder of the story before I continue writing or it wont turn out to be a short story knowing my habits.
I also have an idea for a new story. Because of my fandom for Steins; Gate I've been quite in love with the majestic thing that is lab coats! So on Gaia I bought two, a bloody one and a normal one. Right now my gaia character has a bloody lab coat, a demon sword, some green tea, a lab coat, long red hair that covers the face, red glasses, and books around her with rainbow prisms. After someone commented on it asking if it was based kind of off Makise Kurisu from Steins; Gate I got thinking, that this woman I created would be a great protagonist in a story! A supernatural love action story of course. That's my favorite genera!

That's all I have to say, really. Thanks for reading. :)

I was reading this manga and got inspired to make a new supernatural love story. The last one I wrote was for writing, which I no longer have I want to read it though.

Ohai Zombie-face.

Busyyyy weeekkkk!~ Ahead of me I have a ton of homework, a couple tests maybe, and I have to MC a show at my school for my club. Considering I don't even have a clue to what the names of the acts are, I'm gonna have to wing it big time. :P
As I had said in my last post I had decided upon dying my hair black- which I did yesterday with Neve and Tyler!~ (Pictures later)
We all decided to go into Victoria together, and Neve's entire family was like "I wanna ride the bus in B.C.!~" and so they tagged along for the bus ride into Victoria. Neve, Tyler, Raven (Neve's older sister) and I got off at Super Wal-mart and went underwear shopping for me- they're perfectly okay with it but I wanted out as fast as possible! I dislike underwear shopping, too personal even if it is with my closest friends. XD
Tyler calls the really big bras "War helmets" As soon as he saw them he gasped and ran over to them to find a suitable one he'd go into battle with- and he did. XD Gay guys are fun to go underwear shopping with lolll.
After we were done with that we went over to the bus stop, waited for like an hour, got impatient and were running low on time so we decided to go back home do dye our hair. I had bought my red dye and black dye (needed red for the base color so the black would stick) and bought Neve a color remover and red dye.
When we crossed the street guess what we saw down the road? The bus we had been waiting for for an hour! So we ran across the high way during a red light which is dangerous- but Neve stayed so we freaked out at her cause we all thought we were going to miss the bus, thankfully we didn't lol. While waiting for the bus I also developed a new crazy voice XD
While downtown we bought... shoes! I got myself some really crazy converse which were on sale for $20 CA when normally they're like $80 CA so it was quite a deal! They're black with yellow polka dots and random monster faces :3
We went to Neve's place for our hair dye party, Raven had to leave shortly after to catch a plane though o: Tyler dyed both our hair at the same time, and it worked out so we rinsed one after another, which was really good! It took like... 3 hours I'd say.
Tyler and I went to my house to cut it because we didn't wanna make Neve's house dirty lol, and we cut it SHORT!~ I keep going to stroke hair that isn't there- but it had to be done so it could be healthy again. T__T

We decided to keep a bit of red in to save dye and it looks cool lol

I edited this one to look like a zombie princess person XD

Today I went clothes shopping with Neve to spend all my other money, she owes me like 30 dollars now lolll x3