Tattoo land.

I love tattoos and piercings, I'm sure some of my readers already knew I loved getting stabbed by needles. (by the fact I said I wanted like 7 more ear piecing's and another lip) but I love tattoos also. I don't have one yet, but I do have a plan.
Before I talk about my own tatts I want I'd like to say Yuki got a tattoo on Sunday. He got the kanji for Yuki in Japanese meaning snow, and it looks really good. I really like it, although watching him getting stabbed by a needle half naked (top half obvious LOL) was pretty awkward considering it was like an hour and a half, and I had nothing to do other than watch. Which gets really boring after like 15 minutes I found.
Anyway, there are two tattoos I'm getting when I turn 18 next year. One that Yuki is paying for which will be on the left side of my chest. It'll be the kanji for Yomi in Japanese which means Underworld. Now, I don't want it for the dark meaning exactly, but for the meaning I've attached to it which are a few so here's the run down on the tat. When I got hit by a car I transformed into a new person who let go of her past, and it was around that time when I watched Ga-rei: Zero and felt attached to the main character Yomi Isayama. She was strong despite having everything taken away from her, even her humanity, and wanted to protect the person she cared about most even disposing of herself to do so. I'm the same as Yomi in every aspect. It was also around that time where I gained the nickname "Yomi" and then I found out it meant Underworld. For me Yomi symbolizes my change in self and the fact that I'm able to embrace the darkness that still lingers in my soul. It also reminds me of my friends because they call me that, and embodies that through darkness we can not have light because in Shinto the Tree of Eternal Life is located in Yomi.
黄泉 
That would be the tat cept obviously bigger.


The second tattoo I'm getting is, of course, the tri-force from Zelda on my upper arm. I like how it stands for Courage, Wisdom and Power. I'm also getting it with my mother, and all my friends plan to get it too also. :) I was thinking of this design:

I also want, but wont be getting when I turn 18, a star or multiple stars behind my ear. To symbolize my desire to reach for the stars and not be left as a nobody or a failure, to become a somebody.
|Something like this is pretty:

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Although when I get my tri-force tattoo I wont be able to shave my arm for awhile 0-0. Yes I shave my arms, along with pretty much everything else.
I also figured out what I want as a career when I'm out of school, but I'll leave that for another  post. ;3


Thank you for reading, and remember you are always beautiful.

Tearing it apart!~~~

BAM!~~

That was the result of me helping my friends for their Lord of the Flies video, facepaint and evil faces. x3

Anywhoooo on Thursday I went to a school dance, I hadn't gone to one in years so I figured I would. (Actually my friend wanted to go and I only had a $10 bill, the tickets we're $4 and Mr. McKinney only had 2 dollars for change so I bought myself one too.) I do not regret that choice though!~

It was so much fun, got sweaty and hardcore, whipped my hair back and forth (Resulting in a VERY sore neck the next few days.) and near the end Lauren, Brianne, and Neve randomly started grinding with me so o-o Under normal circumstances I wouldn't do that buuut it was a cool dance, and now I volenteered myself to take my younger friends clubbing when they're legal cause we had that much fun. Gotta say I suck at dancing though. LOL Also I'm apparently getting a ring tattooed on my finger so I can be married to Neve forever .__.

This weekend I've had to not go out though, as last night I suddenly got really sick, it was either the flu or food poisoning from sushi... which had no fish in it... so I just video edited and watched anime all day long.

I might be getting my lip pierced again for a spider bite whenever I get a job. People said it'd look good...

First on my list is a lip stud or a new ring, as I'm still using one without a ball, fun to play with though!~~ :P

Lovin' life

First of all, I want to apologize for not blogging very much these past few days ): I kept saying I'd get to it tomorrow or the next day and it kept on going like that until now... Also I've been quite busy with it being a new semester! I wanna tell you guys that I probably wont blog a lot from now on because of the new semester. I have Math 11 Esentials, English 11 Honors, Psychology, and Earth Science... very busy with lots of homework!~ T__T but my teachers are amazing so that makes up for it. (:

Now onto the things that I wanna share (:

First thing, I've never had my ears pierced. When I was a kid I wanted to be a boy, and then we were too poor so I had never gotten them pierced (yet I have my lip pierced LOL was a birthday present though.) So Neve volenteered to pierce them for me, and just so you guys know Neve isn't a pro. When she's bored she pierces herself so I thought I'd accept cause I've been feeling like a loser being without lately. I was the only 16 year old who didn't have holes in their ears.

Neve kept thinking she would hurt me and stuff, although it's kinda funny cause she was about to stab the needle through and was all "I don't wanna hurt you..." and then stabs it XD

To her surprise though I didn't flinch or anything, as it really didn't hurt to me. I've done worse to myself, to me it just felt like a tiny pinch and then a pop. Really nothing too bad LOL especially to someone whose been hit by a car so .__.

Today I forgot my lunch at home, you guys have no idea how devistated I was by this XD I loveeee my food! D: Kory came and gave me a Hello Kitty Marshemellow candy thing which ended up being my lunch lol.

At break I was talking with Neve, Bryanne, and a bunch of other people when we all look over and behold, a new hot guy! He had a beardddd <3 and was part of the alternative style, bonus! At my school there's like no acceptable hot guys, so this was hardcore. We decided to stalk him LOL we followed him to find his locker in near ours, hehe >D After building up enough courage we walked over to him and stood there where the vice principal introduced us and opened us up to showing him around, we were about to show him where the smoke pit was when the bell rang. (I only know where it is cause of my ex, I don't smoke and never have lol) so we showed him to his class.

Later I found out he was in my earth science class, and sat right behind me SCOREEE! He's also Italian :D You guys can tell how excited we were XD quote: "We will make him ours O__O"

After school I walked with Neve, Bryanne, Brianne, and Rachel whilst speaking of many things like the new killer/rapist around these parts and how we'd react if we saw him.

Brianne and Rachel left at this point and Neve said, "if I ever saw a murderer following me, I would turn around and go hsssssssssssss and then run away"

She meant to scream but a hiss came out and so we laughed for like 10 mins straight and tears came out of Neves eyes it was SOOOO funny!

I am REALLY liking this semester. :D

My clubs also finally holding our concert and got a cool logo, looove. :P